Well I don't even know where to start. I didn't think I would be posting till next week but here i am. On Monday I got one of the worst calls of my life. My cousin who I had looked up to grown up with and made many memories around had died. Our whole family is very close and all our cousins are like best friends. we all live within ten min of each other and see one another close to weekly. I remember when we were younger Miles, my other cousin Alex, and I were having a sleep over we hatched this plan up to have his mom (my Aunt Mel) Record us as we acted like we were on Maury It was hilarious!! I will miss his humor. He was so funny and deeply cared about every one. Miles was in the war a few years ago and served our country I respect him greatly for that but in the same feeling I am upset for this war for that is what Broke his heart and spirit. He could not live with him self for what he had to do there so he ended his life. I know he has stopped hurting now. And I cant wait to see him again one day! I am going to miss him so so much and wish this lump in my throat just would go away. Here He is with his sweet dad.